Simple post

I was just watching scrubs which I recently started watching because Nicolle really enjoyed it and met Zack Braff so I thought I'd give it a watch and it made me realise if me and Nicolle get married which I realise is optimistic as we are only 17 I promise to give her the best wedding ever the dream princess wedding that I hope she's been dreaming of since a child and I hope I can be good enough to be her prince charming for than and ever more.

The hill

today I noticed walking up Nicolle's hill, alone it takes half the time and half the effort the hill seems smaller and less of an incline, but when I walk up or down it alone I live in the past and for the future I don't think of the here and now and I do when I'm with Nicolle I don't worry about what's going to happen or what's happened I focus on what is going on that very second which is something I always promised myself id do when I was younger as it is supposedly the secret to happiness, this to me reaffirms why I need Nicolle she keeps me alive thinking of now not the next few years but the time I need to think about.

THE SNIFFLES!!!

Both Nicolle and I aren't feeling very well at the minute, its not a nice feeling its mainly a cold but we spent today for our few hours together listening and comparing some songs we enjoy. I just want to note them down here for a future present idea:

• Grey seal- Elton john (dixy chicks version)
• 5 seconds of summer- apparel underwear
• Jason Marz- I wont give up.

All beautiful songs and although I haven't listened to the lyrics of the Elton john song the other two seem so bizarrely applicable to the situation.
Once again I love my Nicolle
If you ever read this your perfect to me xxx

Just a note for today

I haven't said anything in a few days on here for no other reason than I am back to college and there's a lot of pressure on, everything is obviously perfect with Nicolle and right now I'm lay in bed alone and all I can think is I wish Nicolle was here so I will have to ask her to stay over again soon there's nothing more perfect than kissing her goodnight and waking up to her perfect face and the light beaming in her eyes. I miss her greatly right now and I love her, but shall see her tomorrow at some point.
If you read this Nicolle I love you.

A promise for the future

So three days have passed an incredibly productive three days two dinners at my loves and tomorrow at mine for Easter, today we had dinner then watched Stephen Kings 'Carrie'.
Nicolle mentioned that 'girls are the worst' I assume this is because she relates to Carrie as a character which is sad but at the same time made me realise without the bullying me and Nicolle wouldn't be who we are today but together we can sure we are never venerable again, I love her and I will promise on here because I cant say it to her without sounding to really strange I will never let anyone hurt her, I really do adore her but I don't have much to say today.
Just I promise to always look after Nicolle.

I wont be sad its time we moved on.

Me and two of my 'closest' friends have argued the past couple of days about me deciding not to go uni and general bullshit, and I realised in two months non of this will matter we will have moved on with our lives. Its times like this I start to appreciate my family and Nicolle even more.
She has supported me through thick and thin and is talking to me even right now about what's going on, I honestly wouldn't know what to do without her. She is  my Angel.


Other than the argument though its been a generally pretty perfect day, went to the doctors in the morning then came home and made some lunch which was amazing, she may not be much of a cook but Nicolle made a great salad and we had chicken to, I will train my sous chef up!!! :)
After that we watched the rest of captain America and then I introduced Nicolle to Bridget Jones diary, and while at the gym she watched edge of reason with my mum.
To finish the day I went and had my blood donated now this might not sound like the cherry on top of a wonderful cake but to me it wasn't time wasted it was time with the girl I loved, and every minute with her was perfect.


She is and will hopefully always be my best friend and companion and if you ever see this blog.


I Love you
Nicolle
xxx

She likes superheros.

Since this a blog of things that I enjoy and love, one thing I just cant deny is I love superhero's I have so many superhero T-shirts and films its a little ridiculous and Nicolle likes Superhero's too!!!! this was almost a must for my true love and she likes them, this is probably the saddest post yet but its true its amazing!!!!